Category: Just another day


I haven’t written anything  in forever… I discovered my third year studying law was busier than I’d expected. Add to that my involvement in the Social Committee and that I’m thinking about joining another one and that I might get into a long distance relationship.

I’m seeing Bubblegum Boy tonight and we’re gonna talk about what we want. I’m actually a bit nervous about it.

Also, I’ve been having some trouble with flashbacks and stuff that I’m not sure are memories or a bad dream. I wrote about the night after my huge exam last December. Over the summer some memories has resurfaced. I’m not completely sure that Frog really did keep his hands off me. I have vague memories of something happening but I’m not sure if it’s really memories or something else. And I don’t want to talk to him ever again after what he did. So I’m at a loss what to do.

I’ve also started keeping a diary again. In a notebook. I’ve filled a third of the notebook in about a month. I’ve had a lot of thinking to do…Mostly about Bubblegum Boy. I’m not completely sure what I wanna do with us. He told me he knows what he wants but didn’t wanna talk about it over the phone.

Kyle moved to Italy for an exchange year and I’m actually missing him.

I spent the majority of the summer with two friends who don’t have names on this blog. Both of them deserve a post of their own though.

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I wrote a post about my plans for the summer two months ago. I had a list of stuff I was planning to do ^^ Most of it I also did.

Plans for the summer:
*Watch five seasons NCIS with Raven
*Meet up with Bite Me and Bubblegum Boy at the same time :D Haven’t seen Bite Me for ages! (At least a year and a half!)
*Bake pie! (Lot’s of pie! Cos pie is awesome!)
*SLEEEEEEEP
*Clean out my old room at my mum’s place

So I watched two seasons NCIS, met up with Bite Me and Bubblegum Boy, did bake a lot of pie and sleep some. I didn’t clean out my old room yet though…

Oh, and I fell in love. Did not expect that!

Since I haven’t got a summer job I’ll pretty much be free ’till late August. I’ll be pretty broke, but I’ll hopefully be able to relax and do nothing for a while :) (I’ll go crazy if I don’t find something to do soon though…. Gah!)

This past few weeks I’ve met up with some friends and just stayed at home doing nothing.

Plans for the summer:
*Watch five seasons NCIS with Raven
*Meet up with Bite Me and Bubblegum Boy at the same time :D Haven’t seen Bite Me for ages! (At least a year and a half!)
*Bake pie! (Lot’s of pie! Cos pie is awesome!)
*SLEEEEEEEP
*Clean out my old room at my mum’s place

This past week I think I’ve spent more time at Will’s place than at home. I’ve also been at school some and I worked fourteen hours on Thursday with a pub and a party later that night. Yesterday I also ended up working at a party, this time I got paid though :D In the cab home I was so exhausted I wasn’t completely sure what day it was even xD Slept a lot tonight though :D

Will is another of the many people I met through my extra curricular activities with working partied and what not. I just though he deserved a name since I’ve spent so much time with him this week ^^ A lot of that time has been spent in his bed ^^ We’ve watched almost the whole second season of Futurama :D (And yes, we ended up having sex)

I think I’m still a bit loopy from exhaustion and sleep deprivation xD

I just checked my calendar. I’ve got like one free day for the rest of this month. And I love it :D Cos it’s mostly fun stuff I’m busy with :D It’s meetings and classes and lectures and parties (I’ll be working the lot though xD) apart from an essay I have to write it’s all cos I wanna do it too ^^

Insomnia

Sleeping from 6PM to 10ish PM is so not helping my insomnia >< I’ve had trouble sleeping pretty much since I got home from my mini-vacation. Well, I’ve more or less had trouble falling asleep since I was born. My mum told me it would take ages for me to fall asleep when I was a baby… But once I fell asleep I slept for like eight hours. The sleeping problems had been a constant for most of my life, even though the severity has been changing.

I’ve been fairly busy the past week or so ^^ Mostly busy with fun things like parties and stuff like that :D Last Saturday I was out in a real club for the first time in ages… I mostly go to student parties. I was with Raven and some of his friends. It was a really weird feeling only knowing the four people I came with xD At most student parties, even if I don’t personally know everyone there I know who most of the people are.

I’ve also been busy with school and related things. I’m taking a course on criminal law right now and I love it :D There are also some things I don’t like as much. The head of our Social Committee right now isn’t doing his job right. He isn’t the kind of person you want to be in charge of stuff. It really bothers me that I would do his job better, and I don’t think I’m nearly qualified for that stuff. If he doesn’t shape up (highly unlikely, he isn’t the leader-type) he might have a minor revolution on his hands.

I was home over Easter. Was fun ^^ I got to spend some time with Nadia :D :D I also got to meet her brother in law. He doesn’t know Swedish, and Nadia was joking about how “we can be family!” xD