Most of the time it’s not that hard to handle the break-up. Cos we’re still friends and stuff… Then all the drama in my life gets too much and the sense of safety he gave me isn’t there anymore and then I just break down and wish we’d never broken up. The fact that we didn’t break up cos we fell out of love gets a lot harder to deal with.  He is still the same person I fell in love with… And I miss him… It’s all the little things that makes it hard to deal with the break up. No more cute texts just because. No more random call in the middle of the day just to ask how I was doing. No more small random gifts. No more emotional safety net.

I miss him so much it hurts…

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