Yesterday I had lunch with Paul and he went to buy an mp3-player. The store he went to didn’t have the one he wanted, but another store in the same chain had it. So the other store saved the music-machine for him and I offered to come pick it up.

Today Paul came to pick it up from me, and he ended up eating with me. When he left I really didn’t want him to go… I just stood there and hugged him, not wanting to let go. I definitely have a crush on that guy… But I’d still rather not see him at all than be his girlfriend. I need my independency.