Yesterday I got a text from Paul were he basically said that “we need to talk”. Had it been from a boyfriend I would’ve gotten prepared for being dumped. In this case I had absolutely no idea what he wanted to talk about… I talked to a couple of friends about it and one of them said that maybe he wants to become my boyfriend.

What Paul wanted to talk about was where this (us seeing each other that is) was going to lead. He didn’t want to get hurt and if he got stronger feelings for me he wouldn’t want it to be as undefined as it’s been. So we talked a bit about where I wanted it to go and where he wanted it to go and stuff… I still don’t know where we stand on the issue though. We’re not together at least.