Why does it have to be so hard to break up? Why do I have to be so sad and miss him so much? Why do I have to feel so guilty about it? I keep asking myself if maybe, if I’d tried a little harder, could I’ve made it work? And why didn’t it work anyway? What went wrong? What did I do wrong?

How will I ever be able to fall in love knowing I will sooner or later end up here? How can something that was so right go so wrong? What happened?

Why does it have to hurt so bad? I really hope the person who said it was worse to be dumped than to dump someone was wrong! Cos if he is hurting worse than this… I won’t ever be able to fogive myself! It’s bad enough that I cheated on him… Why did I do that anyway? What good did it do me?