Right now I’m so destructive… I hurt myself, I don’t eat, I hardly sleep, I can’t stop crying… I’m destroying myself. I feel worthless and don’t care what people say about me. If people see me as nothing but a sex object I don’t care. If people see my as a lying bitch, I don’t care. If people say nice things I don’t believe them.

I can’t see myself as attractive, I can’t see myself as a decent human being, I can’t see myself as likeable, let alone lovable.

I don’t care what happens to me, I don’t care very much weather I die or not… I just want to hide.

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