I’ve been feeling extremely stressed lately, to the point where sex have been pretty uninteresting… And to the point where I’m not sure if I’m still in love with boyfriend. I love him, but I’m not sure it’s in the boyfriend-girlfriend kind of way…

I don’t want to break up, but at the same time I don’t want to stay unless I’m in love with him. I’d feel so mean then… I’m going to see if my feelings for him get back once I calm down a bit. I’ve talked to boyfriend about it and he really don’t want to break up so I’m feeling really mean… I want to make him happy, but not at the expense of my own happiness.

Anyway, I’ll wait and see. Right now I’m just not sure about anything. When I’m sure about what I feel I’ll do something about the situation.