Sometimes when I’m at boyfriend’s place I don’t really feel welcome. Well, when it comes to his family at least. I feel like I’m in the way and like they want me to be somewhere else.

Like today… I was originally planning on going home on Tuesday, but now I’m starting to reconsider. I can’t leave tonight, cos it’s too late. My mum would be less than happy if I asked her to pick me up from the train in two hours.

I think I’ll stay ’till Tuesday anyway, cos it would be too much trouble… I’m going to see a play with my mum on Tuesday evening and it would be a pain to find a way to go there is I was at home. I live in the middle of fucking nowhere ><

I just feel like I shouldn’t be here… Like I’m in the way and they’d rather have that I left.