I’ve been thinking too much today. Mostly about if this was rape or not. And I can’t make up my mind. Had it happened to someone else I’d probably classified it as rape without a second though. Today I was surprised when someone asked me if I reported it.

I’m just happy I met these three guys who took my “no” seriously and treated me with respect. I’m even happier that boyfriend is part of my life. He helped me get over some things just by existing and by showing that not all guys are complete assholes.