I had three new comments in my spam folder. One in Russian (I think, looked like it at least), one in German and one in a language I can’t even recognise.

I just took the last of the pills I got to get rid of the chlamydia. In three weeks or so I’ll get tested again to make sure I really got rid of the infection. It would suck if I just assumed that I’d gotten rid of it and somehow the antibiotics didn’t work. Would hate to accidentaly infect someone >< or someone more in case I did infect someone before I found out I had it… Even though I think I got it from Frog it could’ve been the other way around. Worst case I got it from Batman and in that case I’ve had it since may-ish.

I won our bet!

Yesterday after having spent more than six hours at a café with Green Fairy studying, drinking lot’s and lot’s of tea and talking, I had a lot of trouble winding down. So I ended up tagging along with Black Lotus, Cute Geek and a couple of their friends when they went out clubbing ^^

At the club I saw this really cute girl, but I was too scared to go up to her and say hi. After angsting about it for a while some guy started dancing with her and a while later I saw them making out :(

Just before we left Black Lotus literally dragged me up to her and made me say hi. She seemed nice too ^^ I just wish I’d had the guts to actually talk to her a bit earlier that night…

I’m seeing Green Fairy today… We’re gonna study for the exam together ^^ I love that we are friends :) When it comes to school-stuff we are at about the same level, so when we study together it doesn’t end up with one of us having to teach the other ^^

I bought these today.. Totally not planned xD Now i just need to find a dress that matches them ^^

They’re gorgeous :D And I can walk in them :D

Got an exam soonish >< *panics*

I got tested for HIV today. I might as well get tested properly xD If this comes back positive I’m seriously gonna freak !!

On Batman’s reaction to me testing positive for chlamydia… If he tests positive there is no way in hell he got it from me. I tested negative around the time I was seeing him, and the only other people I slept with before him was my ex and E. My ex wasn’t sleeping with anyone but me and hadn’t for more than two years. He’d also tested negative after he started seeing me. E tested negative two months ago (so several months after we had sex). So if Batman tests positive it’s more likely that he gave it to me than the other way around.

So yeah, he’s got no reason to be pissed off!

Frog went to a party on Friday. There were a bunch of girls hitting on him and one of them was wearing a Sexy Nurse outfit. He said that had it not been for the chlamydia he would’ve lost our bet xD Frog is pretty much the only one where I have a chance to win a bet like this one ^^ He said he almost lost on the solo sex part xD

I’m so gonna win this! :D

I was talking to Frog yesterday… Both of us have to be celibate for the ten days we are on antibiotics. It’s actually illegal for me to do anything with anyone that could risk spreading the infection xD So I said that I was thinking about celibacy for a longer time than that.. Cos I don’t wanna get another infection. Next time it could be something much worse than chlamydia.

“As long as you make an exception for me,” Frog said.
“Well, that depends on you,” I said. If I didn’t sleep with anyone but him and he continued sleeping around I wouldn’t lower the risk.
“You know what that would mean?” Frog asked me.
“Monogamy” I said.
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaa” we both went.
“That’s so not baby steps,” Frog said.

Then I started thinking about requiring all potential partners to test negative first. Frog figured out that would mean two weeks of celibacy after every time he slept with someone else than me, so he said if that was the case he could just be monogamous anyway… xD

Anyway, for now we have a bet. The first person who has any kind of  sex (even oral, manual and solo) loses. The loser has to ask permission from the other person if they wanna do anything sexual with anyone (including making out). If we lose by sleeping with each other both have to ask permission xD I’m so no losing xD Frog said he thought about losing on purpose just to see how mean I would be :P

On my way to pick up my medicine for the chlamydia I sent out a text to everyone I’ve slept with since my last negative test. This are some of the reactions I got:

Batman: Fuuuuu!! (very mature don’t you think? Idiot…)
Emo Boy: Don’t you always use condoms?
Paul: Ok. Thanks for the info.
E: Wow, not fun fo you :-/ i got tested two months ago and was negative, so I should be ok :) (I haven’t written about when I had sex with him here… It was just two days before the accident with the condom. It was a threesome with us two and my ex :D)
Raven: : /
My ex: get well soon and I hope your day gets better after a morning like this. It could be worse, you could’ve been pregnant too ;)
Cute Geek: Fuuuuuuuccckkkkk!!! (He’s never been tested and had been hoping I would test negative so he would’t have to get teste)

Frog was there when I got the call and he just laughed.. Then he apologised xD He’s the most likely source for this infection xD

I tested positive >< Fucken great…

I was there to tell them all the people I’ve slept with since I got tested the last time… Was about seven and I had names and phone numbers and addresses and birthdays for pretty much all of them xD Oh, and I had been really good with condoms too. The nurse said that I had been really unlucky ><

Frog just got his results from his last STI-screening. He tested positive for chlamydia… I really hope I’m still clean.

I had “the talk” with Frog this weekend. The “what are we to each other” and “where are we headed”.

None of us are ready for relationships. None of us are completely over our exes. Both of us have some trouble with monogamy (me more than him though, he’s said that he could be monogamous but for him to be that it would have to be mutual or else he might get jealous).

Oh, and labels scare us both.. so we’ll go on like we’ve done so far ^^