I FUCKING ACED IT!!!!

My exam went very well actually :) No failing here :D

Weekend

On Friday morning I took the biggest exam I’ve taken. To pass it I have to reach a certain level on each question. The exam consisted of five questions. Question four was on something (företagshypotek for anyone who knows Swedish) I hadn’t studied at all. The first time I actually looked on the law regulating that area was during the exam. I was not alone. From what I’ve heard from my classmates more than half of us might fail.

So when I was headed to the party the Social Committee was throwing for us who’d taken the exam my plan was to get seriously wasted. And wasted I did get. Very much so even. Wasted enough to make out with my ex boyfriend. Wasted enough to wake up with scratch marks all over my arms with no clue where they came from. They don’t look like marks from someone’s nails though… I got wasted enough that Frog didn’t want to make out with me cos he didn’t wanna risk doing anything I would regret. Frog normally has trouble keeping his hands off of me…

The day after we were initiating new people into the Social Committee. Raven was one of the people getting initiated :) I got initiated about a month and a half ago, but the same night something else happened so I didn’t write much about it.

Anyway, I’ve never been so hungover in my life as I was yesterday… It was worse than the day after my initiation. It was worse than the day after I graduated High School… Worse than any time I can remember >< Which everyone else thought was really fun for some reason xD

I was going to go to another party the same night, but halfway there the friend I was gonna meet up said that she was going home. So I also left, and ended up going to Raven’s place^^ This night I wasn’t too drunk to consent to sex (A)

Exam

In less than two hours I’ll be taking a major exam. If I fail this I might as well just drop out.

Wish me luck!

Raven’s Birthday

Raven turned 22 yesterday. I tagged along with him and a friend to a pub where we spent several hours talking about pretty much everything. We discussed everything from politics to rape to school to Iceland to sexual orientations and religion. Was pretty fun :D

When the pub closed and we got kicked out I couldn’t be bothered to check on when the trains home went, so I ended up staying the night with Raven. When we got back to his place we watched Blazing Saddles. I laughed so much I nearly fell off the couch. After the movie we were both getting tired so we went to bed.

Once in bed one thing led to another and he went down on me. After he got me off I was kinda wiped out.
“I feel really selfish now…” I said.
“Why?” he asked. “You don’t have the energy to do anything?”
But as usual with orgasm-induced sleepiness if I stay awake for a few minutes I find the energy to do stuff. And going down on Raven is pretty fun^^ I love how he really shows that he enjoys it… We’ve pretty much ended up having sex every time I’ve spent the night (apart from Halloween, but then I was on my period and blood stains are a bitch to get out)

Studying and Getting Drunk

Smile is a student at a business school in Stockholm, and right now he is taking a law course. He was complaining about it on facebook and I commented on his status. It ended up with me going over to his place to study ^^ Was actually pretty fun :)

When we’d finished his assignment and the assignment he had for next week we watched some silly movie on TV and a bunch of South Park episodes. I laughed so much Smile almost got worried I’d die xD When we added alcohol and sleep deprivation to the mix it was even funnier ^^

All in all I had a really good night :)

Studying

I’m seeing Green Fairy today… We’re gonna study for the exam together ^^ I love that we are friends :) When it comes to school-stuff we are at about the same level, so when we study together it doesn’t end up with one of us having to teach the other ^^

Crazy Weekend!

Thursday: I was working at a dinner party with 69 guests. Setting up tables, serving food (thankfully I didn’t have to help out with the dishes <3) After the dinner it was a regular pub/party/not sure what to call it. I was in the bar or running around picking up empty bottles and glasses. Lot’s of running around and getting hit on by waay too drunk customers. Actually had a lot of fun ^^ But was soo tired when I got home. School had started at 9AM, I started working ~5PM and got home at 4AM.

Friday: Clubbing with Ninja and Cute Geek. We also picked up a day after pill for Ninja. On the way there we decided to get married on facebook :D I love that girl! I’m missing her so much already…. So anyway, since I was married Cute Geek had to ask permission to kiss me xD Ninja said it was fine as long as I kissed her too every time I kissed him. So I pretty much got a lot of kisses that night ^^ Oh, and Cute Geek can DANCE! How did I miss that? I have been out with him before… I think I’m falling for him actually :$ Not sure if that’s a good idea or not.

Saturday: I was the guest at a dinner party thingy similar to the one where I’d worked on Thursday. I got too drunk during the dinner but sobered up a bit after ^^ Met a bunch of new people and had a lot of fun ^^ I also made out with one of the guys working xD I started talking to him at some point and we danced a bit on his “break” (he just took one xD).

He saw my ring* and asked if I was engaged. I told him that I’m not engaged but if an annoying guy hits on me I might pretend I am. He took that to mean that I didn’t think he was annoying. Then his boss came and told him to get back to work. Right before he left he kissed me. Later that night he pretty much pulled me away from my friends and pushed me up against a door and kissed me.

“Hey, you’re pretty drunk.. Maybe I shouldn’t do this,” he said after a minute or so. He was sober and I was definitely not sober.
“I’m not too drunk to know what I’m doing,” I said and kissed him. He got my number and we’re planning on meeting up sometime next week ^^ If I see him again he’ll get a name here, and I have the perfect one :D

*I have a very pretty white gold and diamond ring that looks a bit like an engagement ring.

Crushes of my Own

It’s not only my ex who’s crushing on someone. I’m crushing on two guys :O And I love the feeling :) Today me and Raven timed it so we were on the same train to uni. It was kinda nice with some company on the train ^^ Specially cos I could use his shoulder as a cushion :D (I was soooo tired this morning)

After school I met up with Paul. I was talking to him on msn and I asked how he was and he said he felt kinda down. So I asked if he wanted some company. I ended up spending five hours at his apartment doing pretty much nothing. It was nice though^^ And I got HUGS :D (and kisses too ^^) ((Oh, and food :D))

All in all I had a pretty good day :) (despite having to get up at 6AM!)

School

I’m back from school. Today consisted of two two.hour-lessons one after the other. So basically a four hour lesson. Then I found some of my “kids”, among them Raven. I ended spending four more hours alternating between studying, helping Raven and one more of my “kids” with their school-work and just talking. We had a pretty good discussion on rape and the legal aspect of the rape laws in Sweden.

When it comes to rape and other sex crimes I like Raven’s opinions and thoughts. How often do you hear a guy talking about how society is pretty patriarchal and that the only ones who can stop rape is other men? Usually when I discuss rape and stuff like that and it’s me and two guys those two will “gang up” on me. Today it was me and Raven “ganging up” on the other guy xD

The other guy said something about how people make it about gender when the criminals are individuals or something like that… Both me and Raven said that rape is more than just the individual crimes committed by individual rapists against individual victims. It’s bigger than that. It’s how this society is formed.

I so have a crush on Raven xD

Too Early to be Up

I don’t think my posts are time stamped, but it’s 07.05 when I’m writing this and I’m heading out the door. I had to skip breakfast cos I snoozed my alarm a few times too many.

I hate getting up this early!!

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!!

Yesterday was my 21st birthday and I had a BLAST! :D

The day started with a school lesson. Black Lotus showed up and I got a hug :D

After lunch a day full of activities/competitions between groups for the new students started. We started of meeting up our group in a classroom and another guy who’s also a student mentor had them all sing happy birthday for me :D During the day I got a bunch of birthday wishes and “my kids” did really well in the competitions too ^^

My grandparents managed to time in the five minutes that I wasn’t busy to call and wish me a happy birthday too and I got a bunch of texts :D

When we went to have dinner there’d been a mix up in the kitchen so there was no food for me. Due to lack of sleep and being really hungry that nearly made me cry, so one of my kids asked all of the others to help get enough money to buy me dinner. So everyone gave some change and in the end there was enough :D That really made my day ^^ <3 my kids.

When we got back from 7eleven, where me and the guy who’d started collecting the money for my dinner (Raven) had gotten my food, another guy who’s also a student mentor along with me made EVERYONE in there sing for me :D That was our group of kids along with ten other groups and ~60 student mentors.

After dinner I said I was going to crash Linda’s party cos she’d hi-jacked my birthday. I ended up dragging Raven along too. Turns our him and Daisy’s boyfriend are really good friends.

The pre-party, as it turned out to be, was at Photo Guy’s place and a bunch of people I know were there.  Poi Girl (who will be Wifey from now on) and Nellie were among the ones there that have aliases here. When we got to the club Pixie was there and a bit later a guy I started talking to last weekend who seems pretty cool also turned up. He’ll be called Paul from now on. Pink and Kleptomaniac also turned up.

Daisy’s boyfriend is really cool by the way. I talked to him some yesterday and I’m really happy for Daisy. I don’t think she’s ever had a boyfriend who was actually good for her before.

That night consisted of a lot of drinking and dancing and making out for me. Everyone bought me drinks cos it was my birthday and I made out with a lot of my friends. The only person I made out with whom I really shouldn’t have made out with was Raven. I’m his student mentor >< We are kinda friends though and he’s really good friends with Daisy’s boyfriend and he’s actually almost a year older than me so I think it’s ok anyway ^^ And dancing really makes me feel good :D There is this feeling that I pretty much only get when I’m on the dancefloor :D

I ended up staying the night at Raven’s place cos he lived really close to the club. We didn’t have sex though so I’ve still never had sex on my birthday :D

Busy

This year is gonna be crazy… I have a tonne of work to do in school, and I’m one a student mentor for our new students and I’m joining the “Klubbmästeri” (basically the people working in the bar in the student pub).

I’m gonna have a lot of fun though :D

Plan B

My status message om MSN: “Now I have a plan b in case law school doesn’t work out”
Today when I woke up I had a couple of IMs from a guy from school :
“Say what!
What do you mean plan b?
You don’t need a plan b!
:(“

Awww ^^

You’re not funny, asshole!

“Women have 80% of the mens’ wages. Isn’t that enough? Do you want 100% plus your own wage?”

I was scrolling down facebooks main page when I stumbled upon this status message (or “what’s on your mind” as it says -.-) from a guy from school. Not funny.

*sigh*

Soon Summervacation

I’m having my last final on Friday!