Gynaecologist

I went to see a gynaecologist today. First he asked me a couple of questions. Like what were my symptoms? (some irritation when peeing and pain in the lower back where it hurts during my period, my grandmother said it could be something with the ovaries), had I ever been pregnant? (no!), what had I been tested for so? far (UTI and chlamydia, both negative), was I on the Pill (nope, side effects didn’t agree with me), didn’t I use any contraceptive!?! (ehm, what?), oh, do you use condoms? (yeah…).

What’s with the assumed heterosexuality? And why assume that all women in fertile age who don’t want to be pregnant will be on the Pill? I was thisclose to saying that I only sleep with women actually xD

He didn’t find anything that explained my symptoms, but he found what it is that’s causing my irregular period. He looked at my ovaries and saw a lot of something that I don’t know the English word for (“äggblåsor”) and said it looked a bit like PCO, but not enough to give a diagnosis. But I might have trouble conceiving when/if I want kids.

Fuck

I told Tony that until he can act like a friend he should’t bother contacting me. I can’t even remeber the last time he called me just cos it was a long time since the last time we met… I can’t remember the last time I met him when it wasn’t us happening to be at the same fuking nightclub.

I know he’s  had a rough time (heck, I’ve gone over to his place in the middle of the fucking night a couple of times) but I need to take care of myself too. I can’t just be there for him when he needs me if he’s never gonna be there for me when I need him. And right now I need to talk to someone, and I tied calling him. He didn’t pick up. So I called Pixie and aparantly I’m being ditched for World of fucking Warcraft. And I’m not doing that again.

You’re not funny, asshole!

“Women have 80% of the mens’ wages. Isn’t that enough? Do you want 100% plus your own wage?”

I was scrolling down facebooks main page when I stumbled upon this status message (or “what’s on your mind” as it says -.-) from a guy from school. Not funny.

*sigh*

Bike!

I went to pick up my new bike today :D :D :D I had to bike home from the shop and it took me about an hour and a half xD Oh, my legs are gonna hurt tomorrow xD

I love my new bike :D It’s white and green and very nice <3

I love my mum and aunt! :D

Cuddling and Movies

Yesterday Smile texted me. He had a couple of hours to kill and wanted some company. Being the nice person I am, I got out of bed and got on the train to meet him. I haven’t seen him in like forever! We wandered around a bit looking for a place that sold decent coffee, ended up getting too cold to stay outside so we went back to my place, watched Sweney Todd and cuddled :) Nice way to start the day actually^^

When he left I didn’t do much.. Texted a bit with Emo Boy. We had made plans for Friday, but we didn’t go through with them for various reasons so he asked if I wanted to meet up later maybe. Sure, I said and asked him when. He wanted to watch the football* game but maybe after?

After the game (which Sweden lost) we were both too tired to really do anything special, so it ended up with him coming to my place to watch a movie and some cuddling ^^ Nice way to end the day :)

*Soccer