Stop Nagging FFS!

There’s a guy I know from school that I text a lot with. He seems ok most of the time, fun to joke around with and stuff. yesterday I bought a new top, it’s quite revealing and I have no plans to wear it without something underneath. This guy has been nagging me a LOT about wanting to see it.

So after a while I got pissed and asked him to bloody well stop! I told him it was bloody annoying when someone kept nagging despite you saying no, I told him that when someone keeps ignoring your no you start wondering in what other situations they’d ignore a no too.

He apologised.

I’m still kind of annoyed though.

3C

The three C’s needed for good sex: Consent, Chemistry, Comunication and Condoms ^^

Torn

I love (ex)boyfriend. I really do… I love just spending time with him, seeing his name on the called ID… He remembers what I talk about, stuff I tell him… He’s really nice! He’s cute and he’s great in bed. So what’s wrong? Why is it not working?

Another Update on my Dad

He got to leave the hosspital today ^^ They are also planning on going to Sweden cos health care is so much cheaper for him her (Universal health care ftw!)

Talking

I called Pixie today. I really needed to talk to someone else than (ex)boyfriend or Batman. Apart from Nadia she’s my closest female friend ^^ I could hear that she wasn’t feeling too good when the answered my call though, so I asked her what was wrong. A bunch of stuff that I don’t feel comfortable writing about here… Anyway, after about half an hour she asked me how I was… I told her that I had a slight problem.

I’d told her I’d met a guy at a party and that he seemed nice… Now I told her pretty much everything. Felt really good to talk to someone who isn’t involved ^^ She also made me feel better about myself :) She was a bit upset that I had considered giving him the url to this blog and not her though :P Maybe someday I’ll give it to her as well ^^

Don’t Like Drama? Stay away from me…

Yeah… what do I say… I love (ex)boyfriend. I really do… and I like this guy I met over the weekend. A classmate of mine had a party and I was invited. Aparantly it’s a good thing that I like video games :P (The guy I kinda like is the person who made my new header as well)

I get on really well with him and I know that however I solve this mess I’m going to want to stay friends.

Oh, and for everyone who is going to tell me to talk to (ex)boyfriend, I already did. For like three hours. We nearly broke up… Again. Next time we actually do break up I think it’ll be for good. I can’t be sure though :P We decided to not break up tonight at least and I’ll try to find a way to fix this shit…

The guy I kinda likes needs an alias though…

[Mortality] says (01:00):
If you could chose your alias on my blog, what would it be?
[what should I call him?] says (01:01):
bdw, I have to admit that I know the name of your blog -.-
[what should I call him?] says (01:01):
you need to censor stuff better
[Mortality] says (01:01):
it’s ok..
[Mortality] says (01:01):
I’ve beem thinking about giving you the adress, so…
[what should I call him?] says (01:01):
BATMAN!

So I guess Batman it is :P

Seriously… I hardly ever fall for people. Like almost never. I tend to shut down feelings that don’t go well with my plans. And kinda falling for someone was definitely not something I’d planned on >< Well, well… I guess I just need to figure out what to do. At least everyone involved knows what’s going on.

I’m so calling Pixie tomorrow! And I really need to sleep…. It’s 1.30 in the morning and I’ve got school tomorrow. And I was going to go to bed early tonight!!

Hope

I’m not the only Swede who knows about the rape epedemic in Congo. We had a class on International Criminal Law today and the person who talked took the case from Congo as an example when trying to determine if the International Criminal Court (ICC) had jurisdiction or not. That teacher is awesome!

I think it’s really good when our teachers don’t just teach theory, but use examples from real life. So far every teacher on this course has used theoretical examples like “if country A does this what happens?”. This time the teacher brought up a topic that needs a lot more attention than it gets. She even told us what we could do if we wanted to try and get ICC to try the case^^ Not that they’ll listen to a bunch of first year uni students, but there might be hope ^^

Some people are idiots

The other day I had a discussion with a guy at uni. We talked about this case from Germany about a really old guy (like 80-something) who sued a twenty-something girl for age discrimination when she when she wouldn’t sleep with him after a date.  He apparantly thought that the guy was right to sue her. She should’ve said that he was too ugly or something…

So after all my arguments about how that would be legalised rape and how you can’t make laws about things like that failed I tried one last thing.

“So if I tell a guy that I’m not interested cos he’s male and I prefer girls, would that be gender discrimination?”  I asked him. He told me he would need some time to come up with a good argument for that, and that he’d get back to me.

Two hours later he still didn’t have a good argument for me.

Moron.

Update

Update on my dad. He’s been operated on for his broken arms (or something, I get third hand information. Doctor->friend of dad who’s there->tell mum-> tell me) and jaw. His jaw was smashed up pretty bad. They’ve also lowed the dose of painkillers and he’s concoius at times. So he’s getting better! Today when a friend of his visited he woke up for a few minutes!

What Happened

Yesterday I had an exam in school, so I had to turn off my mobile. When I’m done with my exam and turn on my phone again I see a text message from my mum. It said “call me, it’s important” and nothing more. She never texts me, she calls! So I try and call her only to get a busy signal.

Then I see that she’s also left a voice message saying pretty much the same thing, and from her tone I got really worried.

When I finally got through to her about five minutes later I was waiting with a classmate for another of our classmates. Mum asked if I was sitting down, and then told me that my father and stepmum had been in a car accident. A serious one.. And asked me to come home.

So I got home as soon as I could and we called the hospital again. A woman who was there with them told us that it had been a head on collision with a truck. My dad had broken ribs, other broken bones, scull fractures, punctured lung, damaged liver and probably other things I can’t remember. I had been in a coma, but was now only unconscious.My stepmum was a lot less injured and she was concious and they were operating on her when we called. She was having reconstructive surgery cos she’d got her face smashed up. So she’ll survive, and at most get a couple of scars.

The hospital they are in a a good one, and he’ll most likely survive. I really hope he does… It’s a lot easier to be pissed off at him than worried.

My Dad

Longer entry with details will come later, short version: my dad has been in a car accident (head on collision with a truck) and is currently on life support. They say that he proably will survive but they can’t promise anything.

Talking

I’ve been talking with Bouncer Dude on the internet, and I told Tony this.

“You know he just want to get laid, right?” he said.

“Now you’re sounding like my dad,” I said. “He claims that all my male friends just wanna get laid.”

“I don’t,” Tony said…

“Well, no, but that’s just cos it wasn’t any good,” I said.

“True,” he agreed.

Straight Club

So on Wednesday last week I was at a gay club, and on Friday I went to a straight club. I wasn’t going to go out that night, but both Pixie and Tony was nagging on me to go out. They just broke up “for good” and in the end I got ready and went out. I got there about 11.30PM and Pixie came and met me by the door. I wasn’t really in a good mood to start with and when she and Tony were mutually ignoring each other and both wanting to hang out with me my mood didn’t get any better.

At one point I kinda fled and one of the bouncer dudes asked me if I was ok. I told him I was fine… He told me that I seemed upset and asked if anything had happened. So I told him I had two friends who’d just broken up and that I was just generally not in a good mood and that the next person who looked at me the wrong way might just end up getting punched.

“But you won’t hit me, will you?” Bouncer Dude asked me.

“Nah, not worth an assault charge,” I told him. “And you might hit me back.”

He told me there was two reasons he wouldn’t hit me back: I was wearing a lot of eye-liner and it looked good and he thought I was a good dancer. And cos he’s been working with go-go dancers for years I should take that as a compliment. I did.

When Pixie is feeling down she drinks. A lot! So in the end I called her roomie to ask him to come get her. I was worried she wouldn’t make it home alright on her own. She was so drunk she might just get on the wrong bus, fall asleep and lose her bus card or something…

For some reason Tony said there’d be an after-party at his place… And for some reason I ended up going there. Let’s just say this is how much I’m willing to talk about that after-party right now.

Diamond

I just watched Blood Diamond. It’s horrible! I hope I never realise why people are willing to kill for money…

(ex)boyfriend called me…I told him I’d just watched Blood Diamond.

“You know that ring you gave me…?”

“Yeah…?” he said.

“Do you know where the diamonds came from?”

“No, since I was told it was cubic zircone I have no idea where they are from,” he told me.

“Ok….?” he must’ve sensed that his answer did not make me feel better.

“I highly doubt they are conflict diamns though,” he tried to reassure me. “Those are mostly sold on the black market and even blood diamonds are more expensive than cubic zircone”