Feels Weird

Feels weird having to put that ex in front of boyfriend. Feels weird talking to him and knowing we are not together. Feels weird not talking to him everyday. Feels weird not seeing him as often as I can. It feels weird not being together with him. Feels weird when all the things that reminds me of him makes me sad. Feels weird missing him when I’m talking to him. Feels weird missing him when he is right next to me.

Feels weird not knowing if I’ll ever be the one who makes him moan in pleasure again. Feels weird not knowing if we’ll ever be that close again. Feels weird not knowing if he will fulfil any more of my fantasies. Feels weird to think that maybe he’ll be with someone else. Feels weird imagining me with someone else.

I miss him