“It’s supposed to”

“That feels so great,” boyfriend told me.

“It’s supposed to,” I said and smiled.

Asking

Sometimes I like being tied up during sex. Sometimes I like boyfriend being the one tied up. Typically it’s the only time I manage to make it all about his pleasure.

I like sometimes feeling like boyfriend is completely in control and can do whatever he wants to do. I like that just because I know he would never do anything I didn’t want to. He would never ask for something I’ve told him before wasn’t something I wanted to try.

Blog Theme

I’m not sure I like how this looks right now, but it’s so far the best I’ve found >< I want to be able to mess as much as I like with the CSS code. That way I could get the blog to look exactly as I want it to.

What I want is black background, white-ish text, pink links, and blue headlines. I have a CSS that would be perfect, but I can’t get that… Cos WordPress wants money for that. And Idon’t have that kind of money ><

This theme is to light >< This is what I want!

I Might Soon Have a Job!!

I might have a job for the summer :D At this amusement park in Stockholm^^ I wanted a job there last year too, but didn’t get it. Now I really hope that I get this job^^

My mum said that if I only get to the interview they will have to hire me cos I’m so nice xD Well, my interview is on Tuesday :D This is such an ego boost xD

It Wasn’t my Fault!

For a long time it felt like it was all my fault, like I was to blame for the rape. And since I felt like it was my fault I couldn’t call it rape. I couldn’t call something rape if I’d say yes, right? Cos I did technically say yes, but why I did that wasn’t cos I wanted to sleep with him.

Colours and Stuff

I’m getting kind of tired of the look of my blog. There is a problem with that though, cos I don’t really want any of the other themes I have to chose between. They are boring/to light/not me/only one column/something other I don’t like.

There is one thing I really like with my un-anonymous blog. I can edit the CSS code as much as I want. So I have a pretty header a friend made for me, I have exactly the colours I want, and I can mess around with them as soon as I get tired of them.

Why can’t I have that here?

What’s Sick is Some Peoples’ Reactions

There is this transgendered man in America who is now pregnant. His wife isn’t able to have children and they wanted a biological child as opposed to adopting.

I’ve found some people who thinks it’s really sick. Who thinks pregnant men should be outlawed and stuff.

Picture

Picture of me, edited as usual^^

Googling Myself

I’ve been trying to find both this and my un-anonymous blog on google. And I’m kinda proud of myself to have come up with screen names that are very hard to find on Google. Funny thing is that this one was easier to find once you knew the name xD

An other thing I like was that it was very hard to find any of them by googling my name :D

xkcd again^^

I found this comic a few days ago on xkcd, and nearly fell off my chair laughing. Last time boyfriend was at my place I’d left my computer on shuffle all… And a Monty Python song started playing. We had to stop cos I was laughing so hard.

Feeling Unwelcome

Sometimes when I’m at boyfriend’s place I don’t really feel welcome. Well, when it comes to his family at least. I feel like I’m in the way and like they want me to be somewhere else.

…I Still Prefer Anonymous Bloging^^

I can write about when I’m feeling depressed without some of my friends saying something along the lines of “you know you can always talk to me”. If I want to talk to you I’ll call you! Some things I just don’t want to talk about.

One Thing I Like With Un-anonymous

One thing I really like with my un-anonymous blog is that I can post pictures without having to mess with them a lot. I took a really nice pic of my boyfriend a while ago, and I couldn’t show it here..

I can post pictures without having to worry about someone I know stumbling on it, heck, I more or less make people I know “stumble” on it xD

Giant Easter Egg^^

My boyfriend got me a giant Easter egg :D

My Easter egg and my mobile :P That egg is enormous!

Tired

My aunt was here yesterday evening. My mum and her had a loud conversation for like half the night so I’m bloody tired now.I found an article on wikipedia on blue tigers. I really hope they exis! Blue is such a pretty colour an tigers are awesome :D