This Summer’s Potential Vacation

I might be going to Greece this summer too :D My grandmother called today and asked if we’d be interested. They’d gotten an offer so it would be a lot cheaper if we went in the beginning of the summer^^

School Now and in the Future

There is this project I have to do for school. If I don’t get a grade for that I won’t be allowed to graduate. And if I don’t get top grades for it I won’t have good enough grades for the two collage/uni things I want to go to.

Problem? I haven’t even started and it should be done in May. I don’t even really know what I should do…. Boyfriend had some ideas and sent me a couple of e-mails. I’ll check them out later today.

Taking Pictures

When I’m on the bus, or waiting for a train I often find myself taking a couple of pictures. Not really any special pictures, but some of them I think turned out pretty good.

I’m in Love

I’ve been spending too much time on YouTube…

Another Happy Song^^

When boyfriend calls and my phone is not on silent this song is what I hear. This song really reminds me of him… I wonder if he remember why <.<

Still Ill

I’m ill, I’m horny, I’m tired, I’ve got a headache and my ears hurt. And I’ve missed two days of school. And I look a lot less happy of now than I did when the picture was taken.

Luckily my Physics teacher hasn’t been in school either so I haven’t really missed anything important. And if I was to be ill tomorrow too, all but one of my classes are cancelled. Too bad that the only one not cancelled is the only one I really don’t want to miss.

Boyfriend called me on his lunch break to ask if I felt better. Just that I answered my home phone at 1PM showed that I wasn’t feeling better.

*huggles*

“It’s a pity your birthday is so far away”

“Why?”

“I want to give you something..”

Fairly Normal Day

I met Dev shortly before my last lesson today. I asked if he was going to [fav café] after school today. He said he would so we decided to meet up after class. A guy from my English class, Ego Nerd, who’s known Dev like forever said he’d tag along too.

When class finished we located Dev and decided we’d wal. The bus stop was really crowded and we’d get to the café at about the same time if we walked. On our walk we started talking about food. Dev said he was as hungry Ego Nerd. Ego Nerd eats more than Bite Me and another of their adolescent male friends together.

“So, you’d eat a 600g hamburger and still feel slightly hungry?” Ego Nerd asked.

“Uhm…” Dev said and thought about it for a second or five. “Maybe..”

Fucking Intense

Friday morning I woke up horny. Masturbating only made it worse, but a cold shower helped somewhat.

‘Till I met boyfriend.

When I met up with him he was still at work. By the time we were in bed it was three or four hours later and I wanted to jump him. I also couldn’t keep my hands off him. We watched some TV shows he’d downloaded, my hands trailing over him. So by the time our clothes started finding their way to the floor I was very, very horny.

Bestest Boyfriend

My boyfriend is awesome. To say I love him is an understatement.

I was really nervous over seeing the Counsellor Lady last Friday*, so I’d told boyfriend when I’d expected the appointment to be over and asked him to call me. He said he’d probably not be able to get away from work at that time.

So when I’m waiting for the bus after my appointment I got pretty surprised when he called. He’s snuck off from work for five minutes just to check if I was ok. ^^ *cyberhugs boyfriend*

He also downloaded an episode of this TV show I like and watched it with me =) It’s a spin off from Miami Ink, LA Ink with Kat Von D.

I want a tattoo…

*Appointment went pretty good. Printed out a couple of posts to let her read. 

Happy Song #2

This is another song that makes me happy :)

Some People…

Some people shouldn’t be having sex.

Finally

Finally someone is telling MEN it’s not OK… I’m fed up with all “How do you prevent yourself from being raped”-shit.

*panic*

I’m going to the Counsellor Lady tomorrow at 2PM. I just remembered today… I’m scared. I don’t know if I can open up and tell her enough about the pain for her to help me. I hope I’ll be able to.

This time I’ll not cancel my appointment at least.

Today was pretty tiring, so this nervousness might just be mostly exhaustion. First we had a information thingy on fire security, then I had a bunch of lessons requiring me thinking and then I spent two hours talking to ninth-grades about Gymnasiet*.

At least I got movie tickets xD

I really need to calm down. I do not need to stress over the counselling, it’s going to help me! If I just manage to tell her what happened and how I’ve been reacting and stuff she’ll be able to tell me what I can do to heal. It will be hard work but I can do it! I need to heal.

*Swedish equivalent of high school.

Lyrics

I’m in love with you,
And every little thing you do,
I’m in love with you,
Hey,hey,hey,
I’m in love with you,
Can’t take my eyes off you,
I’m in love with you!

These words are my own
They’re from my heart
I love you, I love you
That’s all I got to say, can’t think of a better way

And that’s all I got to say
I love you, is that okay…?