Photo shoot

From the photo-shoot with Raven ^^ We figured the best way for me to now look like a deer caught in headlights was for my face to not be visible ^^

Halloween the Longer Version

I’d promised Green Fairy that I’d get some pictures of the Halloween outfit for her. She helped me out A LOT. There would be no awesome outfit without her :D So I texted Raven, who works as a photographer and asked him if he could help me out. He said he’d be happy to help me out ^^

At first I pretty much just looked like a deer caught in headlights on all the pics. Then Raven put on som Günther music and acted really silly so I just started laughing a lot. We got some pretty good pictures :)

At the party later that night I had a lot of fun ’till Frog got me bit too drunk. I left a bit early and ended up watching a movie and discussion religion and politics with Raven ^^

So all in all I had a great night :D

Halloween

I love Halloween :D I had a good time most of yesterday :D Now I’m just tired and need to take a shower…

Fuck!

This guy showed up under “suggestions” on facebook. Apparently we have 26 friends in common on facebook. ><

Shoping with the ex

I was supposed to help ex-boyfriend with his Halloween-outfit today, we ended up fixing both his and mine ^^ He’ll be an emo xD I think that’s so funny! I helped him find a My Chemical Romance band t-shirt, fake piercings so he can get a snakebite and some other stuff xD I think he’ll be really cute as an emo ^^

I’m gonna be a fairy/pixie/something. I’ve got a cute dress, wings and glittery hairspray ^^ I’m gonna have the same shoes I had when I graduated and some other stuff like flowers in my hair or something ^^ I’m actually getting exited ^^ Frog said it didn’t matter what I wore as long as it was short xD I don’t think he’s ever seen me in a skirt before. I think I might be falling a bit for that guy :$

All in all I had a great time with ex-boyfriend^^ I think this friend thing might actually work out :D That would be awesome! You can’t be together with someone for two and a half years and not want to stay in touch. I still love that guy a lot even if I don’t want to get back together with him…

Halloween

I’ve pretty much fixed an outfit now :D A friend from school will help me with the last details tomorrow ^^

Fuck Her

I never really liked the girl my ex was dating from what I could see. She seemed like a total bitch. At first I thought it was mostly in my head cos she was dating my ex… Then I saw some comments she made on a friend of mines blog… Something about how rape victims just need to get over it and get on with their lives. When called out on it she said that she was a victim herself but had gotten on with her life. From there on I thought that she must be nice in person cos why would he date her if she was a total bitch?

Last night she pretty much dumped him over MSN. She said that he was mean and cold and boring and not spontaneous  some other stuff… I saw his facebook status. She had commented on it saying something like “you know you’re not spontaneous and you never joke or show feelings.. what are you whining about?”

Daisy had also commented something about how she didn’t agree and thought he was a funny and stuff. Then this girl he’d been dating commented again saying “no, he is very cold and boring!” When Daisy asked why she was saying that this girl left  comment saying that he was never showing his feelings, and never joked and how he was just spinning things to make her look bad.

Yeah, I don’t feel like a jealous ex for being pissed at her anymore.

Haven’t Lost Yet

Emo Boy spent the night yesterday. When he heard about my deal with Frog he said that he didn’t think I was going to last even a week. If I do last a week he’ll buy me a beer (well, we’ll be even then since I already owe him a beer xD). Then he tried to get me to lose.

I haven’t lost yet ^^

Deal

Me and Frog is having a contest to see who can go without sex the longest. Manual sex is ok, as i masturbating. Making out is also ok, but oral sex and any kind of intercourse is off limits. The loser has to buy the winner a drink next time we’re out together xD

Now we just need to figure out what to do if we lose by sleeping with each other. xD

Birthday x2 + some drama

Thursday was both Black Lotus’ and Frog’s birthday. On Friday we threw a surprise party for Black Lotus. On Saturday both of them were going clubbing so I didn’t know whos party to go to. I texted a bit with Cute Geek (who’s really good friends with Black Lotus) and some of the things he said made me kinda pissed off and worried that he was jealous. I don’t do jealousy!

Anyway, since I’d been to Black Lotus’ surprise party I decided to go to Frog’s party. I had a lot of fun there, when I wasn’t thinking about Cute Geek’s maybe-jealousy. After a while we headed out to a club and a while after we got there I spotted Black Lotus and his friends too! Both groups of people ended up at the same place :D

My only worry was that Cute Geek would get hurt or that I wouldn’t know what to do with both guys I’m seeing right now at the same place. Cute Geek wasn’t with Black Lotus though… And they didn’t even know if he was going to show up. So I had a lot of fun dancing and drinking and making out and stuff like that ^^

Then Cute Geek showed up and was super drunk. Drunk enough to be really annoying and kinda clingy. So I kinda avoided him a bit to be honest. Usually I really like that guy, yesterday I was mostly just annoyed.

I went home with Frog, and we were supposed to just sleep but of course we ended up having sex. We pretty much always have sex when we see each other. The only times we haven’t had sex has been when we’ve been in public and once we came close anyway xD

This morning I got a text from Cute Geek saying sorry, and on my way home from Frog we talked on the phone and I told him why I was annoyed. He said that he hadn’t been jealous, but I’m not completely sure I believe him ><

About an hour ago someone rand my door bell and when I opened the door there was a vodka bottle with water and a rose in it. Attached to the rose was a card saying “[Mortality], Sorry”. When I looked out on the street I saw a car I recognised as his leaving.

New Piercing :D

Pretty :D

I miss her so much…

I miss Ninja sooo much >< I just wanna hop on a plane to Australia !

Boom!

Yesterday I made fire crackers with Cute Geek. It was AWESOME!!! :D I love fire and explosions ^^

Chance Meeting

Today I woke up at 4-5AM with a UTI >< About eleven I had a doctors appointment to get antibiotics prescribed. Since the closest pharmacy to me was closed I had to go to the next closest. About a block from that pharmacy is the only place in Stockholm where I know they sell Cherry Cola. On my way to the shop I bumped into Raven.

We talked for a while about school stuff and then he asked me where’d I’d been hiding.
“I used to bump into you at school like every day and now I hardly see you…”

I ended up skipping school and spend a couple of hours studying at his place and discussion sexual assault laws in Sweden and Israel. I had a lot of fun actually :D I like his opinions when it comes to sex crimes :)

Failure

This is the second time I experience condom failure.  This time the condom slipped out and we were too drunk to notice it at first. Frog tagged along to the pharmacy to get Plan B and he also paid  half :)

I freaked out less than last time, even though I actually had a bigger risk this time. Last time the guy didn’t come and I was just about to get my period. Since my period is irregular I have no idea when I’m ovulating, but it could be like now or in the next week or so…

Anyway, two week from now I’m getting a pregnancy test ^^