I Taste Good

Bloody mosquitos… Nasty little bloodsuckers like me >< Why can’t they hate me?

Party, then Work.

Friday I woke up around 3-4Pm, had a shower and made my way over to Linda’s place. There we got dressed and fixed make-up and drank wine and hung out with people xD Then it became time to go to the club^^ I love clubbing! And this day they had a fun theme, White Night. Basically everyone dressed in while and they have a bunch of black lights in the club so everyone pretty much shine.

Lot’s of people I know was there. Among others someone I’d prefer not seeing again. But I managed to ignore him pretty well :)

Tony was there too! He’s been in Afghanistan for about two months (and now he’s gone back..Stupid army!) so I hadn’t really seen him for a while. He’s got a girlfriend now! It was the first time I met Pixie, even though we’ve both been regulars at this club for a long time. She was really nice and he didn’t ditch me for her so I was happy :)

Pixie knows Tony and me had sex a while ago, but she’s fine with that :) So she won’t be getting all jealous and stuff which is good. Tony is one of my closest friends and I would hate to lose him over some girl. Instead I think I gained a friend :D

When the club closed at 3AM I went to work xD I got there still wearing my party clothes and my boss was pretty amused. When I got off work he asked me if I could do some over time, but he was just joking. He knew I’d been out clubbing before xD

This One Rocks!

This comic shows just how ridiculous the “she was dressed provocatively” defense really is:

h/t: Queen Alyssa

Safe?

Statistically I’m more likely to be raped by a male friend than some stranger when I’m on my way home from the club, drunk and wearing a short skirt. So how can I tell if my friends are safe?

Well, first of all, I can’t, but if someone’s earned my trust they have to do something that would make me not trust them anymore. Like this guy did. So until I hear something specific about them not being safe I’ll trust my friends.

Happy 21st

I hope you drop down and die.

Actually, no I don’t. Your mum would be sad then and she’s a nice person. I wouldn’t want her to be sad…

On My Way

On my way to work the other night I was on the phone with Martin and I speak English with him. Since I started learning English almost twenty years ago and use the language a lot I don’t have much of an accent.

Some guys who were on the bus were talking about me, trying to figure out where I came from. In the end one of them came up to me and asked where I came from with a thick Swedish accent.

“Do you want an honest answer?” I asked him in English.

“Yeah,” he said.

“I’m Swedish,” I told him in Swedish. He looked really embarrassed…

“So here I come and embarrass myself speaking English and you are Swedish…” he complained but also laughed.

Question:

Why do we (survivors) worry so much about their (rapists) feelings? Often enough that we will never confront them even… Can someone tell me why?

Boyfriend <3

When I told boyfriend that I had a post up that I didn’t want him to read he said that he was curious, but wouldn’t read it.

Then he asked me if I was going to dump him. He was worried that I might be thinking something along those lines… I won’t break up. At least not as things look now. I can’t say I’ll never break up with him, but right now I love him too much.

Don’t Want to Think About It

I would appreciate if boyfriend wouldn’t read this ’till I say it’s ok. Right now I don’t want him to read this. So the whole post will be after the jump.

Accepted

Edit: I got accepted!!!!

Nervous

I’m getting nervous…. I should get my acceptance letters from uni between the 10th and 15th of this month. I still haven’t gotten it!

If I don’t get in… Well, I don’t want to think about that!